is it so?

I hate to admit but it is true that my stay at school was not pleasant enough, not because people around me were not good or something, but there was a feeling of rebellion inside of me for the routine they followed depriving person all the small joys of life.
It was always fun to get out of that place, though good memories are also associated. There was constant resentment inside of me for the way things worked over there depriving a kid of all the family emotions and then masking all the sadism in masquerade of learning.
Now when i look back i see my abilities if there are any to be stunted in that environment, once i got out of there in the free world, without compulsion, i bloomed into somoene better and more importantly happier. I evolved on every front. I still am proud of my decision to stay out of hostel, as i would have thrown myself into same kind of lousy hierarchical despotism.
Alas! the overconfidence of free brain or ignorance of a little one, I again threw myself into the same rage and turmoil which i always wanted to get out of.
Where the morons would first do everything to devastate your confidence and then try to capitalize over it.
it might be anatomy of man management at every place of work, but here a lot of power psychological as well as actual rests in hands of educated derelicts.

aag ka gola

It was a little casual pass that vikram(1147) made today which reminded me of Ravi house video hall where a few insomniacs were the constant presence, me being the prime participant if 4 dorm party didn't excluded me using their superb and highly evolved machevillian skills or fondly called zero-zero giri named after of course none other than most famous fictitious brit personality created by Ian Flemming.

We were all enjoying the movie, which movie? never mattered to us, the very thrill of being there in forbidden hours always drove me in particularly there and maybe many of us, but of course that day the name of the movie was of prime importance due to the incidences which followed.

The movie on the questioned day was AAG KA GOLA. As whole crowd was engrossed in illicit movie watching Mr Desraj was courteous enough not to disturb the kids engrossed in the climax and waited for the advertisement break to commence, and that's when the name of movie flashed on the screen "AAG KA GOLA"

This was the time when he growled from behind "oye uda dunga tum sab ko"

God know what offended him in the title of the movie or was it that he too was engrossed in the movie or was it just his generosity, the remains unanswered but what i know for sure was that we all went helter-skelter hearing the booming voice of "the cannon man" or so called topchi and some went numb.

No doubt the casualty was 100% as we had a narrow door to escape from which was comprehensively covered by the topchi himself.!@$%!#&%#%^&(%*&^(*&)(*)_
a few boxes, few slaps, a few kicks, and a lot of loud noises and at the end

all of us murgas for nearly an hour which never seemed to come to an end.

Rest is history as everyone including seniors as well as juniors were giggling as any of us passed by......