I hate to admit but it is true that my stay at school was not pleasant enough, not because people around me were not good or something, but there was a feeling of rebellion inside of me for the routine they followed depriving person all the small joys of life.
It was always fun to get out of that place, though good memories are also associated. There was constant resentment inside of me for the way things worked over there depriving a kid of all the family emotions and then masking all the sadism in masquerade of learning.
Now when i look back i see my abilities if there are any to be stunted in that environment, once i got out of there in the free world, without compulsion, i bloomed into somoene better and more importantly happier. I evolved on every front. I still am proud of my decision to stay out of hostel, as i would have thrown myself into same kind of lousy hierarchical despotism.
Alas! the overconfidence of free brain or ignorance of a little one, I again threw myself into the same rage and turmoil which i always wanted to get out of.
Where the morons would first do everything to devastate your confidence and then try to capitalize over it.
it might be anatomy of man management at every place of work, but here a lot of power psychological as well as actual rests in hands of educated derelicts.
It was always fun to get out of that place, though good memories are also associated. There was constant resentment inside of me for the way things worked over there depriving a kid of all the family emotions and then masking all the sadism in masquerade of learning.
Now when i look back i see my abilities if there are any to be stunted in that environment, once i got out of there in the free world, without compulsion, i bloomed into somoene better and more importantly happier. I evolved on every front. I still am proud of my decision to stay out of hostel, as i would have thrown myself into same kind of lousy hierarchical despotism.
Alas! the overconfidence of free brain or ignorance of a little one, I again threw myself into the same rage and turmoil which i always wanted to get out of.
Where the morons would first do everything to devastate your confidence and then try to capitalize over it.
it might be anatomy of man management at every place of work, but here a lot of power psychological as well as actual rests in hands of educated derelicts.
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